cooling system failure

apparently aristotle thought that the brain was just a massive cooling system, to regulate all that hot explosive emotion of the heart.  if we’re talking about the brain as the post-sorted and filtered consciousness part of the brain then yeah, that makes sense.

speaking of cooling systems, my car no longer has one.

mimetic felines

yesterday, when watching a video of african parrots speaking, a friend mentioned that feral cats don’t meow in nature…cats are natural imitators, they shape shift their language for the ones they are around, in an attempt at empathy and understanding.  so the mewing is just what humans sound like to them, compared to other species.  so the next time a cat is meowing, remember that she is not just talking to herself, she is speaking with you in mind, like you would choose the native language of a particular person in the room whom you wanted to hear you.

a tree, a gown, and knots.

passed out yesterday for a catnap and dreamed of a dark green dress tied up very tightly into various knots.  voice said to my questioning eyes “it’s a lover’s gown.”

also today on the ride back into town there were horse chestnut trees and that made me remember i think there were large ones in the front of my parents’ house when they first moved upstate from yonkers, and that made me remember the row of evergreens in the back that are now gone, and also the one that sat directly behind the house where the deck is now, and t(a) and i used to play house in it, we had it set up with a kitchen, living room, we literally lived there, though normally didn’t sleep there, at least not at night.  and that made me think of trees growing up through a dilapidated house, so instead of a tree house having a full, healthy tree bursting up through an impaled shoddy house.  and that made me want to draw them, but i went for a walk with t(e) instead.

ghostwords

ghost word:
noun

A word that has come into a dictionary, grammar, or other scholarly work as a result of a misreading or misinterpretation, as by mistaking a typographical error for an actual word.

sin·is·tral

[sinuh-struhl]  

–adjective

1.

of, pertaining to, or on the left side; left ( opposed to dextral).
3.

(of certain gastropod shells) coiling counterclockwise, as seen from the apex.
Origin:
1425–75; late Middle English  < Medieval Latin sinistrālis. See sinister, -al1

sin·is·tral·ly, adverb

Liebestod (love-death) means the two lovers’ consummation of their love in death or after death.

om·mat·o·phore

[uhmatuh-fawr, -fohr]

a tentacle or movable stalk bearing an eye, as in certain snails.
Origin:
1875–80;  < Greek ommat-  eye ( see ommateum) + -o- + -phore

this collection, i think, in conjuction with the idea of the snow storm “like an extra dimension out there.  Less an element that its own dimension…with its own rules, laws.  Awe-inspiring.  Fearsome” (p.877) is perhaps a better description of this book’s theme.  also the idea of being horizontal as opposed to vertical, (i’m a highly tuned horizontal antenna tuned into you lying right here p. 908), and also let’s check into fourier.  also holography (of course) and annulation.  and high D (musically).  i can see a pile of papers to be written really, and luckily i’m not in school so i can just write them in my head and then move on the next book.  which will be schoonover’s portraits of the mind.  which i guess i will have to renew since wallace took much longer than i’d planned.

it is, however, warm.

demon box

entropy is only a problem in a closed system.

“woofner offers no solution, only live with your demon as peacefully as possible, make fewer demands, be satisfied with less results, above all, strive constantly to be here.”

demon box was my favorite story out of keesey’s collection of stories with the same title.