and it reads:

Whoever wants to see will see badly: It was my will that
deceived me. It was my will that provoked the huge uproar among
the daimons. Should I therefore not want’anything? I have, and I
have fulfilled my will as well as I could, and thus I fed everything
in me that strived. In the end I found that I wanted myself in
everything, but without looking for ,myself Therefore I no longer
wanted to seek myself outside of myself but within. Then I
wanted to grasp myself and then I wanted to go on again, without
knowing what I wanted, and thus I fell into the mystery: